I will write more later, but I just wanted to note that due to a lack of respect, all comments will have to be monitored now. I was hoping I wouldn't have to do that, and obviously I haven't been deleting them, but when people start talking badly about my family, friends, or loved ones I cannot tolerate that. Thank you for understanding.
I'll leave you with this encouraging passage from Psalm 18 that I am so thankful for -
As for God, His way is perfect;
The word of the LORD is proven;
He is a shield to all who trust in Him.
For who is God, except the LORD?
And who is a rock, except our God?
It is God who arms me with strength,
And makes my way perfect.