Saturday, September 24, 2011

10 day you challenge: 8 fears.



10 Day You Challenge: 8 Fears

1. My biggest fear is that I have turned/am turning someone away from Christ. I know that it's ultimately not up to me, but I just never want to be a reason that someone doesn't want to be a follower of Him.

2. Another huge fear is that I won't be able to have children. But I know that even if I can't, God can fulfill the desires of my heart if those desires are focused on Him. Still a fear, though.

3. I fear that when I get older I won't be as attractive to Jordan. No, I don't think he's shallow, and I know he loves me for who I am with a love that comes from God, but I'm just being honest people. I want him to think I'm his beautiful girl forever.

4. Okay I'll get less serious haha. I'm afraid of bugs in the house. Especially when I see one and then I can't find it. And I picture it returning home to its family of 17 other bugs and them having a party in my chimney. I just got back from a weekend at Mountain Top and we had all kinds of bugs in my cabin. Also a snake. Yes, a snake. Which was not captured, but lost. So no one knew where it went. What a lovely thought when I was going to sleep last night.

5. I really truly fear car washes. I hadn't been in one since I was five (it traumatized me) until Jordan unexpectedly took me through one a couple months ago. I closed my eyes mostly. I really hate it.

6. I am afraid that there are hairs in my food. Gross.

7. Every year when it gets cold, I'm afraid to get in and out of my car because I know it will probably shock me. I hate getting shocked. I will avoid using my hands at all in the process to avoid it. Such as opening the door with my foot and then kicking it shut.

8. I'm always afraid that I'm not prepared for things. It could be anything - a test, packing for a trip, having people over - I just never think I'm fully prepared no matter how much time I've spent preparing. I'm weird.

5 comments:

  1. I share your fear of not being able to have children... I have been diagnosed with PCOS and the doctors have told me it's a very real possibility. Is there a reason you fear that too (medical condition or something)?

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  2. oh if you would like, you can check out my blog: varnamtown.blogspot.com... I stole this challenge by the way :)

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  3. Love your willingness to *put it out there*.....So encouraging!

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  4. @Sophi - I have no reason, it's completely irrational! I guess it's just something I desire for the future so much, that the thought of not being able to just scares me. I'll be sure to check your blog out, thank you for telling me about it!

    @Nonny - Thank you! I'm so thankful that you're encouraged! YOU encourage me too. :)

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  5. 1. I have a phobia of slogs(i know it's ridiculous but they seem evil to me) 2.I am deathly afraid of singing in front of people 3. I'm afraid that when the time comes my husband won't find a specific part of my body attractive(I'm single) 4.I'm afraid my insecurity will prevent me from being vulnerable with my husband 5. I'm afraid of trusting people 6.I have a phobia of heights 7. I have a phobia of traveling by boat(i get panic attachs) 8.I'm afraid i won't be a good wife

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